Unsure

Dear Friend,

There are so many things in my head that I can't utter into words but as usual I am going to try. Yesterday I was really happy that I got to talk to D because until last night I really though that he was the one that God sent for me. Unfortunately I think that I've been mistaken.

Don't get me wrong he's a really good guy and he's got really good qualities but it really made me think that maybe we would be better as friends. I know it sounds like I'm changing my mind so fast, that's because I am. I don't really know what goes on in my head because I feel like I don't like him that way anymore but then here I am waiting for him to message me.

I feel like he needs more time to be with God and to focus on him instead of me but then another part of me thinks that I can help him with that and vice versa but honestly I don't know. I am so unsure about so many things in my life right now.

I know that God is going to help me get through everything. I am confident that he is going to lift me up from my problems, my school works and everything else in between but I really pray for a sign. I need to know why I'm feeling like this. I am so unsure about my feelings and I don't know what to do.