Pass it on, please

Dear friend,

It's been exactly a day since I've talk to him but it feels like forever. I really liked talking to him. He was so corny and cheesy but I loved it and the entire day I've done nothing but wait for him to message me (literally, I've been in my pajamas the entire day) I woke up at 4 am hoping to get a message from him and yet still nothing. I feel like I've been waiting so long that I already have a list on reasons why he hasn't messaged me for examples: He's still shy; He's still finding a conversation starter; He doesn't to want to bother me because it's new year and he thinks I'm bonding with my family and the list goes on. I know he loves me because I hear it form other people and I believe them because I notice the way he looks at me and for a short period of time, the way he talks to me. I love the way he uses the word beautiful instead of pretty because beautiful describes your inside and outside features and it makes me feel nice. This time, I want him to talk to me not to lead him on (like B) because this time it's different, because this time I'm ready. At least I think I'm ready, I can't really be sure but I know for a fact that I'm ready to try, so Dear God, please give him the courage to message me because you know that I move on so fast. I will do my best to wait for him but Lord if it's meant to be, please give him the courage to message me NOW because I am waiting for him to just U G H. I'm sorry Lord, you know the rest.

xx
Kim