You stress me out

Dear Friend,

Okay because I am an insomniac it gives me a lot of time to think, think about well life and now that I think of it well He is adorable but he stressed the crap out of me. I mean were friends, that talk everyday and we aren't that close but we are close but then I don't know I mean I talk to him everyday even though honestly I don't know. because we talk everyday but we don't like each other or there is no interests of making this into a relationship at all. I AM SO CONFUSED because I mean if he told me he liked me, I would tell him I liked him too and then we could move on with life and try to be something but then if he doesn't want then fine but I just need to know what he wants from me like does he want to be friends, or what does he want to be because obviously you act different with the person you like and the person you are friends with right I mean if I were to be friends with him, I would tell him about my day and open up to him and be all like "OMG I saw a cute boy today" or something like that but then If he were to like me and vice versa I would tell him about my day and I would show extra care. I know it kinda sounds weird but then I just want to know because I think he is driving me crazy. He is driving me mad. I think I am going absolutely bonkers. I just want to know what will become of the two of us because if he told me he would like me then good then we could try to be something  but if we were to be friends then I don't know. I just don't know.

xx