Hi, I just wanted to start off by saying you are a wonderful human being inside and out and I love you, all of you even your flaws I love every inch of you and I am so glad that I met you. I also wanted to say I think about you, I think about you a lot that it's hurting me. You make me smile and laugh and inconsolable at the same time. You are literally in my head all the time and this is not healthy because I don't know where your head's at. There's a part of me that wants to believe that feel the same way because you actually put in the effort to talk to me everyday and trying to get to know me but then again there's this other side of me that thinks that you probably would never like me because you basically tell me that you're not ready for anything but then again there's this one last side of me that thinks that it's funny because you like someone or you're getting over someone but it's all very confusing because I don't know what's going on with you and I never did.
Do you like her or do you not like her because I just need an answer because I don't know what's going on in your head I am just dying to know how you feel because I am already admitting to myself that my pride over comes my feelings therefore I am never going to have the guts to ask you how you feel partially because of my pride but then again because I'm afraid of what you might say. That you're gonna say that you just see me as a friend and that my heart is gonna break into a million pieces. And I don't want it to but you're just sending me so much mixed signals I don't understand you at all I just wish you could tell me how you feel, but then again I'm too afraid to ask.
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