Dear friend,
Heart-breaks what experience do I have in this? a lot more than I'd hope for. The past few heart-breaks weren't as serious and I truly do believe that I haven't had my heart broken for real, nothing serious you know and I've been grateful for that. but this heart-break is actually quite different from the past heart-breaks because I'm actually not as sad as I thought I would be well yeah i'm pretty bummed about it but it's not really a big deal anymore because I actually don't know how I feel right now it's crazy. I mean this time I hoped for a guy to like me and I was so hopeful that he would like me back, I actually thought that he already did but he likes someone else and were friends...friends that talk everyday wow I highly doubt that can even happen in these days anymore friends don't do that anymore, unless you're like super close. I'm just so fucking confused it's not even funny. I don't understand how confused I am it's weird. But I guess I'm just gonna stop talking to him or whatever God wants right? he did say that he's trying to get over her, but I don't want to wait for anyone, I want to be someone's first choice but how can he even think of me as a choice when I never told him how I felt. If only he knew right? I know I am probably making absolutely no sense right now but that's how crazy my mind is, specially when it's heartbroken.
xx
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