Dear friend,
This is the first time that it hurts. It hurts in a way that I don't know how to deal with it. That's how much it hurts. I want to talk to him, I want to talk to him about anything at this point. I just want his presence, or whatever stupid thing we can find to talk about wether it's about your brother's weird hair or about my OCD, I just really miss it, a lot. I miss you.
I don't know why it's like a made a special connection just for you and only you and it kinda scares me how I fall too hard too fast, I really thought you were different, I prayed that you were the one who actually felt the same for me, but I guess I was wrong. There was something, and everything about you, and now you're gone.
xx
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