Thursday, May 12, 2016

I guess

Dear friend,

While I was casually scrolling through twitter, I stumbled upon a picture that said "She wanted to tell him that she missed him, but she knew that it wouldn't change a thing so she just kept pretending she didn't" and I know this sounds highly unlikely but I wow, it's like whoever wrote that somehow knew what I was feeling and what I was thinking, wrote it, and shared it to the world so I could see my thoughts again. 

I know I sound crazy but that's how I genuinely feel. I don't even know how I miss him. I know that's weird heck it doesn't even seem grammatically correct but I don't know if I miss him as my friend, or as my small group buddy or just someone to talk to. All I know is that I miss him, but to be completely honest, I don't know how I would react when I finally get to see him. I know I'm going to be nervous and frustrated and I'm probably gonna become as red as a tomato but who knows? maybe not. Wow now that it's coming so fast, I'm becoming even more anxious by the minute.

xx

K



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