A little prayer

Dear God,

If you were in front of me right now, I wouldn't know what to do. Don't even get me started with all the emotions I would feel. I would feel angry with myself, and at the same time I would cry my eyes out because I know I don't deserve to be in your presence nor your love.

But as for now, I know that your spirit's strong in me. I can feel you and I see you too but in a different perspective. I'm going to keep this short, so here it goes God, some of the things I want to say to you because obviously if I told you everything it would be a never ending blog.

-I'm always tired and I don't know why and I pray that I get through school because I am just so emotionally and physically tired all the time.

-I am so passionate about the people around me but sometimes it hurts to care too much.

-I feel like I'm a switch that goes on and off. Sometimes I really feel your presence and sometimes, I feel just feel so dry but I know that you've got me.

-I feel like I need to do something about my SLAP every night because I know that I need it in my life right now and forever of course.

-I feel like I'm struggling to do my job as an officer because I don't know how to move, because I can't do it myself.

-I feel like there are so many obstacle that I am facing faith wise.

-I really love to be your missionary especially in my home church but sometimes I feel like my personality is too strong that I begin to boss around others.

-Lastly, God I just really pray that you guide me through everything that I'm going through and of course the people around me especially those in my church. I also pray for all the churches around the world facing any challenges that they're having a hard time to overcome. And of course the tragedies that are happening all over the world, please guide them and always remind them that your love can conquer all. They just have to strong in you.

Amen.

xx

Your humble servant,

Kim