Dear Friend,
I'm gonna make this blunt because I'm drowning in school work and I kinda just need to breathe. Ok so today I saw A, I don't know if you still remember him but we've grown a lot since the last time I've told you about him and it was normal because were really good friends.
And while he was performing my friend asked me what if one of our friends dated him and it's actually kind of okay because I mean I love him I really do and he has a really big space in my heart but not like that anymore. I care about him and no matter what I am going to protect him and defend him when he needs me and not because I used to have feelings for him but because that's just how I am with my friends and I'm really happy with where we stand right now. I can really talk to him and be open and I love him I really do I'm just glad it's not that way anymore.
Ok were friends but there will always be that part of me that never really moved on I know that's so contradicting because I just said I didn't like him that way anymore but I will always care for him. And there will never be an occasion that I won't think about what he's doing or what he's thinking or if he's ok because he's my first love and I can't change that, and I wouldn't because it's been a good ride huney but now we'll see how we'll be in our situation
xx
Kim
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