Factors

Dear friend,

There is a certain amount of bullshit that nice people can take before they completely go bonkers and for me, there are multiple factors.

Factor #1 (When your best friend is acting like a total bitch)
Not to sound like a dick or anything, but I've honestly kind and understanding but at some point, you just have to give in. My emotions are a mixture of anger because I'm just so done and I don't want to do it anymore, but mostly I just feel depressed because my inner kindness doesn't know how to handle it. but honestly reasons why I feel like this towards my best friend:
-She's being so insensitive that she doesn't even know that what she says hurts me, and that she makes me cry.
-She's never there for me because I know that she would never know what to say.
-Without her knowing, she's very boastful and degrading and rubs in my face that I've completely failed in life :)
-She always tries to insert herself in the parts of my life I don't want her in.
-She doesn't understand that there are just some things I want to keep for myself
-She just doesn't understand, and she doesn't even try.

Factor #2
I never understood why bad people got good things and why good people got bad things, and unfortunately that is happening right now that it's affecting the people who actually do good things, never get credited, but maybe that's because we don't really need prove to other people that what we do is for God, but I just think it's unfair.

I don't think I can list down anymore because a nice person like me doesn't look at the things like that.

xx