Intentions

Dear Friend,

Everyone seems to be a normal person until the way you look at them changes, of course that doesn't necessarily mean in a bad way or anything but it's our intentions that change. Sometimes we once looked at someone like we wanted to maybe be the person that makes them happy and to be there in the morning to tell them that they look beautiful, even if we haven't seen them and at night to be the last person to make them feel better and then one day your intentions change and then you realise that maybe that person was better off as your friend anyways, but then what changes? of course our intentions but why, why does it change.

Today in physics class we learned that everyone has a different reaction time to things, and I'd like to believe that it's the same way as our perspectives and intentions and even our feelings towards someone, some people (like me) look at a situation, analyses it and just stop my feelings from there, but some people look at a situation and they don't care what the statistics are or the possibilities because that's how they see someone and that's how they want to see someone, even through all the hurt and the pain they want to keep going forward because it's all about the intentions.

Most of the time it feels like shit to get your heart broken but once your intentions change, it's freeing it's amazing it feels like you have nothing to be ashamed of or anything, it's amazing

xx