Dear friend,
I've been through hurt, pain, joy, happiness, basically everything with him and it's so weird how he manages to creep into my life all over again like he did years ago. He is like my Conrad, from the summer I turned pretty (damn it, Jenny Han and you're amazing writing skills) because no matter what he does, I am still gonna end up thinking about him and loving him and it makes me feel like absolute shit.
I really wish he didn't have this effect on me I mean how long have I wasted my time on him? I wasted years on him, and it's weird how much I care for him and I just can't believe it. This is unacceptable, now that we have to work together, I have to remain professional, because
1. You decided not to love him anymore.
2. He has a girlfriend.
3. Work relationships often don't work out, and causes tension and eventually turns into procrastination and a negative work place.
4. He doesn't need you.
5. He is happy with his girlfriend.
6. It's never going to happen.
7. He doesn't love you back, and he never will.
xx
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