The way you make me feel

Dear friend,

Professional, that is the goal to be reached, to have a completely professional relationship with him. I have to admit that it's absolutely killing me because as cliché as it sounds, he was my first love, and I am still deciding if I still love him or not. I just like to be around him and I like the way he talks, and the way he walks, he kinda walks like a penguin to be honest, but I like that about him, I also like the way he gets all hyped up when he's energetic or the way he smiles when he's happy, or the fact that we have the same outlooks in life most of the time and it makes me so happy. I mean we have the same interests and were alike, but at the same time were also completely different, and the way he makes me feel kind of scares me, because I am so happy when I am around him and that scares me because me being happy scares me, it scares me a lot, but at the same time he makes me feel like I have butterflies in my stomach when I talk to him, and I apparently smile ear to ear, that's the affect he has on me, it's crazy

xx