Dear friend,
It takes me 2 seconds to make a decision or to move on, it is both a cruse and a gift. Just a few hours ago, I said I wouldn't be affected, but now I am. I hate thinking about the things that could happen, but are never gonna happen. I have keeping my hopes up, because it leads to nothing but disappointment and heart break. Wow I am over thinking of everything that I'm actually laughing at myself. Why am I making this such a big deal? WOW I have never felt so stupid. I HATE BOYS. I have never felt like this, but I guess just give me a while, and I'll get over it.
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