Maybe, it's just not meant to be

Dear friend,

Despite going completely mad, I have now come to the conclusion that maybe it just isn't mean to be. I know yo probably expected me to be sad or completely weeped but actually I'm not I'm surprisingly okay with it because I don't know I've fully accepted it and I am okay with it. I just want him to know what he's missing though like he is missing a lot, but there's nothing we can really do about that because it's not what's meant to be.

xx