Well, the first thing I would like to ask you is what exactly are we doing here? I mean were here to study and have good futures I get that, but its the in between that scares me. Relationships, studies, friendship, extra curricular? I mean it all drives you completely bonkers at some point. I mean look at me for example, I am probably in love with someone who has a girlfriend, and I still skim through the facebook and other social media sites of the person who used to be completely in love with me, whom I never loved back but I never understood why. I mean he is a great guy in general, he is musically inclined, I mean he is not bad, but I guess I always look for the best and I'm sorry but I just don't see it in him. I mean why can't I just like someone who already likes me? I mean it's not hard right? my goodness it's not that hard so why does it seem impossible for me to like him back? and why is it so easy for me to fall in love with someone who, yes, cares about me but will never ever look at me the same way I look at him?
There are so much things in my life that I can't explain, like the fact that I am my brother's problem, and he is mine, but we all seem to be fine with it. Or the fact that I don't know what I'm supposed to do half of the time, or what's going to happen next, but I guess that's what's good with being a person my age, I get to be confused and I get to overthink, because in the end, we're all just Dazed and Confused.
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