Dear friend,
There are so many thoughts going through my mind right now. I'm so filled with the "what ifs" and the yearning to know the outcome of what could've happened. Don't get me wrong, I am very thankful for everything working out the way they did but I can't help wonder about all the things that would've happened and all the feelings that I would've felt.
What would've happened if I didn't say that I didn't want to dance? what if I had danced with him what would I have felt? what would he have felt? what would we be going through our minds right now?
And what if I stayed longer at that party with him? what would we have done? what would've been the outcome? would I be filled with regret right now?
And what if he never liked me the way he does now? what would be happening right now.
My mind is so filled with what ifs. I am not saying that I want things to change but sometimes I just can't help but wonder. Is it all part of God's perfect timing? I hope so because if it was up to me, then things wouldn't turn out well because I such at timing
xx
Kim
